New Year, A New You

Do you believe in Resolutions?  I don't really.  Someone told me for 2010 they wanted "Revelations not Resolutions".  I kind of liked the thought of that.  It doesn't even have to apply to your faith in God.  I think we all could use some greater Revelation in our lives aside from our knowledge of our Higher Power.  So, in honor of that thought (Revelations, not Resolutions)  I have made my list of New Year Revelations I am asking for and seeking in 2010:

• Revelation to see myself the way my husband sees me
• all he sees is beautiful and all I see are faults
• Revelation to know my purpose 
• huge and I think this is a life long process and journey but one I want to honestly examine and begin to work towards something not just live
• Revelation to stop living in fear of man - fear of judgement
• fear of man keeps me from doing so many things I want to do like art and to live creatively
•  Revelation of a deeper love for people
• Paul and I have a joke about me not being very tolerant with other people's stupidity and poor life choices.  I don't want it to be a characteristic I am known for.  It makes me sad that people say, "I use to think you were so mean then I got to know you and you're really very nice"  I would much rather people just say the very nice part.  BUT I do not want to loose my sense of justice, standards or morality.  How does this balance and how do I still stay true to who I am? (HINT: REVELATION!)
• Revelation of my many blessings
• I am incredibly blessed and I do not want to loose sight of all the good in my life even in the face of adversity and want

And just for the heck of it... here are a few Resolutions to break:

• Send pictures of my kids to my Grandma once a month.  She lives in New York and will not touch a computer and is always asking for pictures of my kids and I am REALLY bad about sending them to her.
• Clean-out the old - clean out closets, garage, old Rubbermaid Totes with God knows what in them
• Start taking pictures again - photography miss it
• Start college again, change major to Business Marketing and minor in Graphic Design.  (It's taken me 3 years to decide on a major)
• And because I am an American - loose weight!

My 100 List

So here is my 100 list of things to do in my lifetime... I will be updating it and adding to it. Let me know some of your 100's

1. Go to Paris
2. Go to Italy
3. Go to Great Britian (England, Scotland and Ireland)
4. See a blind man (or woman) see
5. Go to India with Global Awakening
6. Go to Africa
7. Paint on canvas
8. Take photography classes
9. Host a dinner party
10. See a Broadway show on Broadway
11. Live in NYC for a year
12. Run (not walk) a 5K
13. Run a 10k (after successful completion of the 5K - just not on the same day)
14. See my daughter follow her dreams
15. See my son follow his dreams
16. Actually finish the One Year Bible in one year
17. Visit America's great historical landmarks
18. Have $0 in credit card debt
19. Learn how to speak Spanish
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